Monday, May 12, 2008

macam2 punya hujung minggu

Apara hujung minggu ni memacam berlaku. ari jumaat den cuti sibuk buat persiapan anak buah nak benikah. maklumlah pak sedara sorang ni je lew yg kena jd orang pangkal. well anak jantan sorang. malam melepak dengan anak buah artis aku yang sorang tuh sampai kul 3 pagi.

sabtu sungguh memenatkan ramai banget tetamu datang tapi ttp senyum sampai petang. deejay yang kebetulan staff aku terus membebel sambil putar lagu. sesekali kakak aku sound suruh deejay slow kan volume. abis petang tuh aku duk makan sama2 ngan deejay tuh makan nasik.

kemas2 sampai malam. sungguh memenatkan. balik umah terus lentok mcm org pengsan.

Ahad. tngahari tuh singgah opis jap mentenet. sblm balik kul 2ptg sembang kejap dengan staff aku yg jadi deejay semalam kebetulan dia pun ada kat opis. aku pon balik umah.

kul 7.00 pm dapat call dari kakak aku "dejay smlm tuh dah meninggal" Innalillah.... terperanjat beruk la aku. senang nya Tuhan nak ambil nyawa sesaorang. dengar cerita dia sesak nafas then terus meninggal depan klinik. Aku kehilangan sorang staff yang dedicated dan seorang kawan. malam tu jugak aku ke rumah arwah menziarah. sian famili dia.....

semalam jugak hari Ibu. tapi......aku tak tau mcm mana nak celebrate sbb tak penah merasa ada ibu. radio era asik2 keluar kisah anak ucap pada ibu buat aku tambah sebak. arghhhhhhhhh....

semalam juga fav team aku jadi champion BPL. ManUtd beat wigan 2-0 so champ again. can't wait till 'D' day of 21st Mei 08 clash of the titan. champion league versus chelsea.

tu la kisahnya. moral of the story.......lu pikir la sendiri!!!!

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

imperfection

In this society that emphasizes on the packaging, we would sometimes inevitably envy other people’s good looks, and lament about our own imperfection.
But in fact there’s not a single person whose is perfect,
Everyone has a lack of something.

Some couples are very loving, with handsome earnings, but they could have problems bearing child.

Some people have the looks and talent, but could have a rough time in relationships.

Some people have lots of money, but they don’t have filial children.

Some people look to have a good life, but their brain could be empty all their life.

Everyone’s life has been designed with imperfections,
You may not want it, but it will follow you.
I used to hate my imperfections,
But now I have learnt to accept it with open arms.
The flaw in life is like a spike on our backs, reminding us to be humble and empathetic with others.
If there are no hardships, we will be complacent. If there are no sufferings, we cannot be compassionate and console those who are less fortunate.
Life cannot and can never be too perfect.
Having a crack, to let happiness flow to others, is a beautiful thing.
You don’t have to have everything.
If you have everything, what’s left for the others?
Also recognise that life has flaws,
That you shall not compare yourself with others,
Instead cherish what you already have.
So, don’t go around envying others, count the blessings that Allah has bestowed upon you.
You will find that there are more things that you have, than things that you don’t have.
And what you do not have, although not lovable, is very much part of your life,
Accept and appreciate it, and your life will be much happier.

This is not sharipdol...this is real me.